This is my story a rite of motherhood I had underestimated, and not prepared for, that crippled with an unexpected grief for days. So i did what I do best... a ceremony for myself. 19 years ago at the summer solstice i came to Avebury for the first time, with my daughter, I was also 3 moons pregnant with my son, while we were there we found a solstice, sun shape crop circle on the hill and spent time exploring it. A week before Lughnasadh, this year, I was in Avebury again,